The farther I go into the rabbit hole, the more disgusted I become. Banishing ignorance & decreasing one’s knowledge deficit is hella uncomfortable & painful. Yet, it must be done for the alternative is wholly unacceptable.
Feeling uncomfortable is rapidly becoming my new default setting.
The challenge is to embrace this new normal or rather, permitting myself to be as the ocean tide, ebbing and flowing instead of wearing myself down and out by resisting.
This is all easier said than done. Yet, I cannot abandon it…the journey…the life experiment.